you're a mystery yourself

25 June, 2009

10:51 PM

Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.'
Not 'where are you', but 'I'm right here.'
Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.'
Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'

:D

♥ loves.

11:45 PM

John spotted this dress at This Fashion during our lil outing today:

Hahaha. Bumblebee me.

I kept laughing like thr was no tmr xD.

Look at John! Kaypo.

♥ loves.

11:34 AM

Sometimes our life moves so fast... We enjoy, get upset, angry, and so on, but we hardly tk the time to think over those little incidents. And things like frens - we sometimes overlook the things they do for us...we dont tk them into much consideration. I know my frens miss me out sometimes too, but they can also be real good to me.

It's nice thinking of them. Now that im doing tt, im missing them a lot more and the times we had. I jz wanna love them the way they love me. Thank God for all my frens cuz they mk my life more interesting and worthwhile <3

Youre one of the few ppl who've seen me cry, but youre the only one who saw me rly breakdown and speak my inner most thoughts. I love you.

♥ loves.

11:56 AM

Things are to be used and people are to be loved...
nt the other way round.

♥ loves.

7:19 PM

CLARKE QUAY & BUGIS with Leng and Von!
(YES, you finally see pics... I only posted a few.)

I didnt feel like eating curry cuz it's heaty and my skin is turning pretty bad, but then it occurred that we were at Mr. Curry. How can they not hv curry in their dishes? -_-.

Leng Leng pretty, hor? :D

Evon wanted to tk pics in the toilet -_-.

Spastic xD.

Doesnt she look like a kid? And the lights give a "wonderland" kinda feeling, dont you think?

Act cute.

Saw this printed on a card at one of the shops in Iluma. It states GETTING MARRIED: Arm in arm they stand on the sausgae of love looking out together at the ketchup of their dreams. LOOLLLL.

Waiting for the train to go back home. Von's still acting cute all by herself, hahaha.

I bought a shirt for 10 bucks today, the one that i eyed for very long alr bt thot it was rather childish. Still bought it anw. Wan Leng also bought a shirt, and a wallet, and Evon got a small hat pin that costs $15. Look at the top of her head. See that? Lol. I caught up with Wan Leng, but Von has nth to share abt her new poly life :/. It's still a nice outing... I hope we can get tgt more often!

On a heavier note, im very very very broke................nt that i shop a lot now, but ive been eating out and watching a great deal of movies. I dont think i'll be able to go to Sentosa with Heatstroke :(

♥ loves.

10:55 PM

Not counting the weekends, it's the 3rd day of holidays...and the only work i got done is animation for the box fold up. Thr's still a lot more to do. WHY DOES MAC LAB HAS TO UNDERGO UPGRADES AT THIS TIME?!?! I had it all planned...to finish those easy work by the end of this wk. I think i might hafta redo typography for design fund since i wont hv the fonts if the comp is changed. Uggghhhh.

Assignment 2 has made it all worse.... It's the hols for goodness' sake.....

I require a huge dose of incitement to start doing and complete my work ASAP, courage to face assignment 2, and conviction to keep climbing on this rocky mountain. Janellllll, wake up!!! It's homework time.. T.T.

I've had my rest alr. My family celebrated papa day on Sat... (loved the food! Glad my dad loved his pressie very much), i thoroughly enjoyed my day at Vivo on Sunday :D. Monday was too tiring....but the movie 'Ghosts of my girlfriend's past' was meaningful. I felt sleepy on Tuesday, and i had a slight headache and tummyache. Today was kinda fun too. I laughed a lot :D.

This brings and end to my post! Goodnite (:

♥ loves.

3:12 PM

Thr rly is ALWAYS gonna be a another mountain,
but i gotta be strong.
We gotta be strong.

It's Saturday, the official start of the holidays! The past few wks of lessons in schl has been the usual...nothing exciting. I was a bit slacked this wk cuz the assignments due dates were all after the hols, and thr's nothing new to learn.

We were tested on what we've learnt so far in 'art and ani lectures' on Thu, and wow...it's the first time i didnt fall asleep. Thr were 2 qns given, like what we receive for Lit essays jz that they were 50 marks each. I know.......'SIAO'. My essay seemed long, but i didnt state a lot of points. Eileen wrote so much more than the rest, and from the planning she showed me, she analysed pretty well, so she shld be good (:. As for me, i nvr do well for Lit, and i take very long to put my thoughts into words since i express myself better in actions. Ohhhhyeaa, ive sure got lots to improve on.

Even for animation which im doing the best in, out of the rest of the subjects, i could put in extra effort to get more A+s!! 'A's is nothing compared to A pluses...lk what CY got. He's a super hardworker... I want and will do better next term! (:

I could use this hols to review term one stuff, practice drawing human figs for term two and finish all my hol work, plus ENJOY MYSELF. I wanted to do lots of things for enjoyment, but i guess it's nt that possible now cuz we've got assignment two (another hugeeee assignment like Who Am I) coming up next Tue.

She said the hols are for us to "relax" from that 2 hectic months, but in the same mail, she announced the "anticipated assignment 2". Anticipated ah....like real lor T.T. MY DREAMS OF THE HOLS ARE SHATTERED. DIMINISHED. GONE, FOREVER!

The hol is not even a holiday now. Maybe we wont even hv time for sentosa (i wanna to bury John in the sand!), ice skating, wild wild wet, shopping and eating at Jurong, or even going out with my old frens.

NOOoOO NOooOOO NOOooO!
I hate big assignments. Esp at the wrong time.

God, i pray for peace and strength once agn. I'll definitely need to destress from this big project, bt my classmates wont be thr to spice things up D:.

Ooh, talking 'bout destressing... A few of us were at KBox ytd to destress cuz its the last day of the term! I was thr for the first time, and i didnt regret the wonderful expce. They were thr to sing, while i was thr to eat :D. Hahahahaha cuz most of the songs were in Chinese! And i was hungry. Overall, i think they all sang rather fantastic. Esp John... *clap clap*. Xiao Xi has a rly rockish and powerful voice, JW sings like how normal ppl sing but he cant go very high or he'll crack. He was so random at KBox...lol. It's like he cant reach the note so he'll suddenly make some weird noise. Jia Ying was soft, so i couldnt rly hear her. She was hype up and "dancing and shaking" ytd xD. Eileen's singing surprised me...didnt know she can sing so loudly and confidently. Rong Yun singing is not bad either. At least she dared to sing unlike me who didnt want to put my mouth close to the mic-ker-phone.

AHLALALA.

♥ loves.

12:05 AM

Miley Cyrus - The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreamin but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm takin,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shakin but I
I got to keep tryin
Got to keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facin,
The chances I'm takin
Sometimes I knock me down but
No, I'm not breakin
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most yeah
Just gotta to keep goin
And I...
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on..., cause

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on movin
Keep climbin
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

JANEL, FIGHTING!

♥ loves.