you're a mystery yourself

31 October, 2008

9:25 PM

Okay, so i'm posting now.
PRETEND it's after 11th of Nov alr, will ya'? (:

I was rly angry with my Physics tutor cuz he's usually very late..and gives bad excuses. This time, his excuse was that he was in a jam.

Phy tutor: Sorry, jam.

I was eating with my family. Before that, i was complaining abt me having to wait for him. (i thot guys supposed to wait for girls?)

Dad: Jam, luh.

Me: Yea... so what next time? Kaya isst?

And they burst out laughing. LOL. Heh, i was angry.

Speaking of Jokes... i have more!

Opening my mailboxxx!

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ah whatever.

* School:*
A place where Papa pays and Son plays.

* Life Insurance:*
A contract that keeps you poor all your life so that you can die Rich.

* Nurse:*
A person who wakes u up to give you sleeping pills.

* Marriage*:
It's an agreement in which a man loses his bachelor degree and a woman gains her masters.

* Divorce *
Future tense of Marriage.

* Tears:*
The hydraulic force by which masculine willpower is defeated by feminine waterpower.

* Lecture:*
An art of transferring information from the notes of the Lecturer to the notes of the students without passing through 'the minds of either'

* Conference*
The confusion of one man multiplied by the number present.

* Compromise:*
The art of dividing a cake in such a way that everybody believes he got the biggest piece.

* Dictionary:*
A place where success comes before work.

* Conference Room:*
A place where everybody talks, nobody listens and everybody disagrees later on.

* Father:*
A banker provided by nature.

* Criminal:*
A guy no different from the rest....except that he got caught.

* Boss:*
Someone who is early when you are late and late when you are early.

* Politician:*
One who shakes your hand before elections and your Confidence after.

* Doctor:*
A person who kills your ills by pills, and kills you by bills.

* Classic:*
Books, which people praise, but do not read.

* Smile:*
A curve that can set a lot of things straight.

* Office:*
A place where you can relax after your strenuous home life.

* Yawn:*
The only time some married men ever get to open their mouth.

* Etc.:*
A sign to make others believe that you know more than you actually do.

* Committee:*
Individuals who can do nothing individually and sit to decide that nothing can be done together.

* Experience*:
The name men give to their mistakes.

* Atom Bomb:*
An invention to end all inventions.

* Philosopher :*
A fool who torments himself during life, to be spoken of when dead.

HAHAHAHAHA. Did it perk you up? I've got one more!

*Adult:*
Somebody who has stopped growing...except around the waist.

Hope they made you smile or laugh!

♥ loves.

5:29 PM

~~RETURNING ON THE 11th of NOVEMBER!!!~~

Dear daddy God,

I pray for those taking their Os to have the ability to rmb whatever they've learnt, and apply it so that we can do whatever qns that are shot at us. I pray that you'll give us good health and good concentration. Help us maintain our momentum and the discipline to do well in O lvls and bring glory to Your Name in everything we do! Amen.

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! (:
JIA YOUUUUUUUUUUU

Exams are kinds stressful, so what's the best medicine to help us to relax?

JOKES!

I've got one, hehehe:

Molly jumped of a building 52 storeys high but didn't die. Why?

(Guess first! Don't play cheat!)

(i mean it!!)

cuz' Molly's a BIRD. HAHAHAHAHA

lame joke -.-

♥ loves.

12:41 PM

Yesterday night was so SOOO fun!!!! I haven't felt such joy in a long long time. It's like, although some of my friends came up and tell me things i didn't want to hear...things that i might be angry of, this happiness i had reigned over all my other emotions (but i sorta emo-ed after the fun was over, lol).

Anyway, the fun = WEBCAMING.
Hehehehe, i hv a new craze for it.

It first started when Poey San showed me her utterly round furballs with her webcam. They played with the wheel and kept attempting to escape from the cage. Lol. I wanted to take screenshots of them but they kept moving around, and when hammy1 & hammy2 (HAHA i named them) decided not to play on the wheel anymore, i was so sad...cuz when they exercised, they look cuter haha. No idea why. In the end, i mostly saw Poey San picking up hamster poo -.-

A few days ago, i found out from my dad that thr was a webcam on the new laptop! *excited*. And i started to zi lian a bit, and took crazy photos using the tools. HAHA oops. (Still haven't used the webcam on MSN)

Ytd, Jos and Leroy went on webcam to say 'hi', and Jos made funny faces, and THEN it was over cuz i felt dizy -.-
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Yesterday night, I targetted Evon when i found out she has a webcam. She's hilarious luh. She kept touching her hair HAHAHAHA. I was like, "Evon, very pretty alr. Stop touching your hair -.-" (HAHAHA sounds familiar?), but she didn't so i had this fantastic idea to take photos of her and Hair. Then when i showed her all her pics, she called me a pervert. Lol, that wasn't the point! After that, i wanted to see her house so she said, "You want me to walk around the house carrying my laptop??"... I said, "Ya. Why cannot?" Haha it's quite dumb, but she did it. Yay, i'm so proud of you, Evon (:

When she manoeuvred abt the house, i felt like thr was an earthquake, but the effects were briliant! I could see Evon making slight movements in the middle of the screen, but the surroundings were all in a whirl. Like like A TIME MACHINE. I think... hehheh.

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I was high, so i got another person to webcam - Wei Chea. He looked sad or smth when he didn't smile (I think i'll look scary), but when he smiled ah...oh my goodness. He smile is so heart-warming luh. Lollol, i can't believe i'm saying this. And whenever he peeks into his webcam, i want to faint, cuz i don't know why but i'm always so shy in front of guys. Grr. It's not even talking face to face! Janel, what's wrong with youuuu!

He sorta waved in front of the camera which was LOLLOL. Cute ok. (Again, i can't believe i'm saying this). But i felt my face too heated up, so i requested for him to stop webcaming :X

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lalalala

PS. Haha aww. This is super sweet. *sniff*
"★♂ GOD PLZ GRANT ME THIS ♀★ .:. taKe Care oF heR wheN i'M n0T tHerE .:."

I'm not the 'her'. Too bad -.-

♥ loves.

10:31 PM

Tagged by Leroy.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. What do you think an ideal best friend should be like?
Someone whom I can relate to, who understands me, trusts me, and is loyal (:

2. What would you never ever give up?
God, my life, my dreams, and my loved ones (:

3. What do you want the most now?
To have the determination, diligence, and discipline to put in the best effort and get good grades for Os. Add oil!

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Eh... give some to people who needs it more, buy a house and have my own room (like, finally...), buy more clothes, and save some in the bank :D

5. Isn't Arron Yan just awesome?
Who’s that? o.o

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone. It’s better to give than to receive :D

7. Can you whistle?
Ohyeaaaa. Hehe.

8. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
No...not yet :(

9.Do you like chocolate?
I love it, but not too much cuz i’ll get fat fat fat :(

10. Would you trade your most beloved object for a guy?
Definitely, if the guy’s much more precious than it (:

11.How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
Living life and loving it 10 times more.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- My family
- My friends: especially Wei Chea, Cheryl [she can make me laugh like mad. Lol.], and lastly, T (:
- Teachers: Alex (Maths saviour!), KC (Physics saviour!)

13.Have you finished all your revision?
Uhh...no. Don’t remind me D:

14. What do you want to do after exams?
Go look for my prom dress! Go out with friends! HAHAHAHA, remind me more of such happy things :D

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Go back to sleep... lol..

16. What does your favourite kind of shampoo smell like?
Umm...the sweet smelling kind? :D:D

17. How would you rate the perfection of your life now?
5...5.5?

18. What type of people do you like?
Optimistic, smart [they never fail to amaze me!], cheerful, trustworthy, FUNNY!!!

Tags: Eh...not many people know this blog. And those who know, are mostly not blogging as much. Lol. So i'll go with a 6 peeps: Benita, Shiying, Vinodini, Wan Lin, Cheryl and Evon!

♥ loves.

10:29 PM

I knew that as seconds passed, time was running up, and you were going to leave. I tried hypnotising myself to believe that I hated you, that I shouldn’t even think too much of you, but something inside me clicked, and pressurised me to face the hard reality - I was in love with you, and I couldn’t let you go. My heart wrenched when the truth hit relentlessly on me, and tears flooded my eyes, dampening my cheeks as I felt you left my side. ‘A few more days… A few more days…’

♥ loves.

2:49 PM

I had an amazing convo with my mum in the morning which was stupid. Very stupid.

Me: Mummy, you emo ah? *intending to tease her*

Mum: What's emo?

Me: Emotional.

Mum: No, why?

Me: You're wearing red and black. Universal emo colour, hahaha.

Mum: *Looks at me* You emo ah?

Me: *feeling puzzled, i turned to look at what i'm wearing* Sheeeeeeeeeeesh. I didn't know!

Mum: HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Me: *embarrassingly giggles*

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After thinking abt what Shiying said, i guess she's right... I shldn't be too softhearted. I can't keep helping ppl even tho a part of me always yearns to help, cuz sometimes, i can't even help myself. I can't let ppl push me around and do what they ask me to. I need to learn to say NO. I need to think before i do smth.

Anw, in a matter of weeks, the sec4s would be facing the Os. I rly wished i started studying earlier...like in June or smth. Now, thr's so little time and it's very hard to make me study subjects i rly hate. If it were Art, i think i won't hv the mood to do it too, since others hv alr completed their exams and are free. My bro is using the comp. everyday and playing Warcraft for many hrs, so i feel the itch to use it too. However, nowadays, i don't find the need to use the comp., cuz thr's NOTHING to do here. At least not anymore... No more talking on MSN, cuz some ppl just aren't thr. No more talking on MSN, cuz i seriously don't know what to talk abt to some ppl now. Maybe they broke my heart before, but the emotions i feel is so hard to forget as i get reminded constantly. They just come knocking on my door again.

I'm able to forgive, but hv i done that? It's so difficult to forget... I want to be happy. I hv a choice to be happy. Others' actions or words aren't supposed to bring me down. I ought to hv the right attitude towards things, if not, it's me who's bringing myself down. It's my life. Why must i let my worries, frustrations, anger or fear affect my happiness? WHY AH, JANEEEELLL?

See
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Think happy happy meanings.
Live happy happy-ly.

Please luh, Janel. Why must you make yourself so unhappy? LET IT GO ALREADY. Find life's happiness. Search deep deep into your heart and find joy! Have the joy of the Lord in you. The joy of the Lord is your strength!!!

Eh, good offer leh. TAKE LUH!

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God said WORRY FOR WHAT? (i'm paraphrasing)
He says, "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus."

LIFE WILL BE GOOD.
Life IS good. LG so agrees with that.

The music was perfect, just too perfect to last forever. He played the best he could with whatever breath he had left. It filled the room with pleasant memories - the first time he dug out great courage to ask me out. The first time he held my hand. The first time we kissed, and when he finally proposed to me. By the time he was at the chorus, I was already weeping hard, and he was already losing his momentum.

“Zafron…” I muttered his name, again and again. Each time my heart sunk deeper, hope drained away from me every second, and my voice was becoming more desperate. “Zafron…? Don’t go… Please, don’t leave me…don’t leave us…”

♥ loves.