you're a mystery yourself

15 October, 2007

3:46 PM

I want my bday present! Whr's my pooh bear? I'm to be with him now:( Ben and i supposed to get him ytd but she ended up buying lots of presents for her other friends. Well, pooh bear was missing when we got to the shop and i had to choose from the rest. I took FOREVER to decide. In the end, i chose nth. Gonna buy smth else on Wed, though. Yay! And and, when we were at Minitoons, the ppl who were working thr got their eyes on the Baby Taz i got for Ben. Haha, they were asking whr she bought it from. It's CUTE! You shld see it (and tear it apart when Ben's not looking *evil laughs*)! Hee... 我的眼光好 okay:D Jk, jk.

Anw, Ben was complaining that she's late for tuition cos i took so long to choose. Hehe... Sorry lah^^ So, we took a cab. Haha, in the taxi, i was doing all kinds of stuff with Baby Taz. SO FUN!:D Like, hand actions...and Taz couldn't reach his mouth._. Then i was turnin him round n round like what i usually see him doing on TV. Then i stucked him to the window and went "Ooh, look! Trees!". Haha, pretty lame. I made him look like he was a curious little kido. Hee... Ben was telling me to stop doing silly stuff like what little girls do and i said it was better than doing what little boys do. You know... "Vroommmm", "Weeeeeee", "Chika chika chika chika choo choo!" *starts moving him around in the air and making weird noises*. Sorry, was bored._.

When we got off the taxi, Ben said the driver was probably trying not to laugh at mexD

♥ loves.

3:46 PM

Ahh~ It's the holidays now. You must be thinking i'm at home, sipping a cup of hot milo and eating chips, but nooo... I STILL hv sch. There will be the Big 'O's next yr and we Sec 3s hafta start preparing now. Well, sch starts a little later, at 8. But 8?! That's insufficient time for a pig like sleep more. Blahhhh... man, i'm tagging myself as PIG too. So much for the influence. But hey, look at me, i'm still acceptable for my weight but it's my target not to hit the 50s. Lala~

Hmm... i had Chinese today.
HLS, tell me...what exactly did i do wrong? I sat patiently and gave you my ears. I did whatever you told me to but what did i get? Nothing but words. Meaningless crude words. I'm alr not feeling gd yet you had to rub it in, of all things. Why? Why are you being so mean...? I nvr get pleasant words from you. Hope that that would ever happen? No way... You gave us work to do today n wanted us to discuss matters. I was practically the only one stating down comments n writing the ans while the rest of the grp talked. I admit i joined in, but i did my work, though i only completed a little. I really tried. You know my Chinese isn't that great but you don't even see that. So blind not to care of my feelings and only take pride in yourself? Today your words strucked me like lightning, and this isn't the first time. Do you hv topic on me and some others? I was merely listening to the presentation but you said i'm not. Once the classrms were locked and i helped you inform the General Office. After that, i didn't even receive a simple "thank you". Instead, i got framed later on. Well, you nvr appreciated me, did you? Hey man, am i really that bad in your eyes...? :(

*Sigh* I'm may be a little sensitive but i've held on for too long. So much so i can't keep it inside of me anymore... I'm letting it out thru writing. Well, i do feel better now:D

♥ loves.

3:46 PM

Haha, after Wan Leng lemme read abt what a girl said abt our sch, i wanted to post smth 'bout our sch in STOMP but they said my birthdate isn't valid xD But here it is if you're curious. Tell me if you agree:D

"The girl who wrote in to STOMP certainly didn’t think that what she did will tarnish the school’s reputation. I agree that this may be upsetting to her and some other members of the PL family but why didn’t she consider that doing this is in fact more of blowing the matter up instead of doing any good?

Hmm… I’ve to admit that it’s a waste that the school just missed out on some fun and a great opportunity, even though I’m not supposedly sure of Click 5. Personally, I love music and it may be a good experience to see the band perform live in my school. However, I believe the principal should have the right to approve of this event. I mean, if she disallows of such bands coming into the school, she must have her reasons.

Well, she did go a little too far by suspending two girls which were just trying to let other students enjoy. They may only want to let the Sec 4s loosen up and have a wonderful time. But look at it this way: the principal doesn’t want anything like this to happen again, so holding up the girls is sort of like a warning not to commit the same act, so to speak. No one expected this to happen but it has lead to disappointment between the two parties – both students and the principal. The two just need to comprehend each other. There mustn’t be any blaming because everyone’s at fault and ignorant to what’s going on.

It is said that the principal, being the one of a higher authority helps to make choices for the school as she represents it. She also said that she’ll ask us before making the correct decision for everyone else. We, students gave her our replies, but did she take that into consideration? No, hardly. I now have a question to ask. What then is the point of asking? That, I don’t get it, but I truly hope that I can understand the school and the school understand us."

♥ loves.

3:46 PM

I've been quite disappointed n upset abt some things recently so... i eat. Yup, all those fav. foodies helps to make me happy even if they're unable to solve my problems or prevent more from happening. Oh well...i think i'm getting fat:(

Anw, ML, why? You said we hv to respect you. We do. Maybe not all but the majority does. But look at yourself, please... You're not even respecting us. We as students have rights to. We may be of lower authority but that doesn't mean you can treat us the way that pleases you. Think abt us too! We're also human!! You said that you are the one that helps us to make choices. Yes, i agree. You also said that you'll ask us before making the right decision for everyone else. We gave you our ans...but did you take tt into consideration? No. So, i hv a qn to ask. What then is the pt. of asking??

Prs and trs, you don't understand. You think abt what's good for me, but not my feelings. I'm not saying that your decisions are bad or unwise, just that yall hv to spare a thought for me too. You think you are... but sorry to say, you only make me feel worse. All the pressure and blame are pinned against me and its almost impossible to break free. Will you guys gimme breathing space? Don't hold me up too tight... And all these just leads to more misunderstanding. Bout' me. And the trust i hv in yall is gradually fading away. I don't want tt! Well, i know i'm ill disciplined sometimes but i wanna change, so please... let me. Stop bringing up the past and saying words that hurts me so much. I'll trying to hold my anger and sorrow now, cos if i ever show them to you, you'll be meaner and stone me with crude words. I don't want tt... So if i hv to, pls...let me cry.

*Sigh* Daddy seems like he disallows me to do so... Ytd, when we were playing, he lifted his knee and it knocked hard on my shins. Wahh! Pain!! It gave an instant blue-black. Of course i cried. But guess what he said? He not only didn't apologise but said "How old are you? You're not a toddler alr! A bit only cry. Tsk." *Sigh* Why must his words hurt so much? I mean it's not my fault i'm in pain, right? I just need to...cry. Why doesn't he let me do that? Well, crying over some thing stupid like this? Oh well... Maybe i cried cos he didn't understand me enough to let me go and let me be...

♥ loves.

3:46 PM

The night before, my heart was hopelessly aching. I could feel it biting and the pain was just too hard to bear... Each time i'll just worry. Sometimes even without knowing... and i don't get why. I'm so confused. It's hurting now that you're not here... It's made worse that you don't know Daddy God. As i thought of you, i couldn't control my feelings. I'm sorry. But, but...the pain i have is absolutely nth compared to my Father. How will he feel when His children doesn't return to Him; when His dearies leave His side and refuse to accept Him...? *sobs* It's agonising to know that you can't be with the one you love. It's distressing to be uncertain of how your loved one is coping now - whether he's happy, needs understanding or if he's alive and well... I don't know the answers to these so... I just pray...cos i believe God shall and will watch over you, His dear child, though you're still ignorant. But be assured that He's always thr, nvr leaving your side. It seems you're the only one that can make me so sad yet keep me happy... At times, i wonder why would i like someone like you? I seriously dislike some of the things you do, but why? Why are you still impt. to me...? Those things you did hurts you and i just wanna keep you as far from them as possible. I hate them cos they're hurting...you. But will you stop doing them? Do you realise that they're bringing you harm? *Sigh* I guess i like you bcos of the way you are... That's why i want you to be safe..........................................

♥ loves.

3:46 PM

Stuff put together:

Oh, there was this time i was going home with Ben. Ben insisted we take bus. I had to use coins since my EZ-link card had insufficient $. Well, as i got on the bus, i actually wanted to put my coins into the EZ-link machine but was thinking "A? Where's the hole?" How silly of me -.- And i took uber long to realise that i'm SUPPOSED to drop it in the front machine. Lol. And i kept laughing! Ben too! I laughed more xD It was super embarrassing.
Moral of story? Watch n know what you're doing before taking action.

Chinese carving is so so FUN! I get to carve my pig on one side of the marble stone and my name on the other. Haha, my piggy's so CUTE! I drew it myself without asking the teacher's permission... Heh. He was busy. Too busy not to attend to me. I stood there waiting for so long lorr *sobs* The rest that were standing had finished theirs alr and they just needed checking but he still asked me to wait. I haven't even started on the 2nd one!! I'm one of the last, so to speak cos previously, i waited till i was um...last to get my chop written on. Hmm... i shld SPEAK UP. Anw, i love my pig. It' so CUTE! I have to emphasise. Hee hee.
Moral of story? I love pigs. Haha, jk. Chinese carving is AWESOME! It's better than listening to lao shi's stories.

Last wk, i tried 'Chipster' a so-called new brand of potato chips. First, i tried the sour cream flavour! Mm... And wanted more... So the next day, i bought the original flavour. Mm... I can't stand the spicy flavour. Too HOT! But nice!! Anw, i decided i had to stop myself before i grow a "spare tyre". However, the day after, my mom brought 'Jack n Jill' potato chips (again -.-) and i couldn't resist. Ate a little. Really. Well, on Sat, it was my aunt's bday and i went to celebrate. Ate a slice of pizza and cake. It was abt 10...just after church service. You can't blame me. I didn't eat dinner. Sunday came and my cell celebrated M's bday with potato chips (not again...). Heh. Ate a bit. Really. You know what? The wk before, we partied with cake bcos it was Yy's bday. So tell me, am i fat? Will i grow fat? *pouts* But hehe, i know everyone of you out there is jealous. Not bcos i'll grow fatter but cos' i get to eat snacks! Ppl, are you deprived of them? :P

Okay, nvm -.-

Ahh, i'm feeling sleepy no matter how much i sleep...

♥ loves.

3:46 PM

Oops, i haven't blogged in awhile and there goes Benita complaining AGAIN. Hope she's happy now. She kept telling me that whenever she visits my bloggie, she sees the same thing. Tsk tsk. Expects everyone to be so free like her horr, Ben? Haha. Well, the reason i'm blogging is i'm um...umm... having cramps now so i can't walk around and get anything done. Okay, maybe that's an excuse but just take it as a reason:D But seriously, it really hurts till i can't even stand properly not to mention move. Hmm... i can still manoeuvre my fingers, though. They're perfectly fine. Yay me! Haha, but despite all the pain, i'm still here smiling. Always do! :D Anw, on to my posts...

Last night, i had a dream. You (someone. Figure it out.) were in it. This was the 1st time i saw you clearly yet i can't remember how you look like now. How i wish i could glimpse your face again and make sure i'll nvr forget. How i wish the dream wouldn't end. But i had to wake up...to face reality again... *sigh* In that blurry world i was when i slept, you were there with some others playing, and of course, being playful again. You're always doing that that i'm kinda used to it by now, cheeky boy. You were enjoying so much that even though when it comes to making the fool out yourself, you kept happy. I was quite far away watching you laugh and i couldn't help but do the same ^^

Another scene:
I was on a bus with a friend. A dream friend. Then we passed by some roadside stalls. I spotted one in particular. It sold clothes that were gleaming and beautiful. Not like the normal ones we buy in S&K, 77th street, Adidas and Converse. Just different... more like designers' clothes, i guess. Out of the many clothes, one caught my attention. I was trying to recall whr i saw it before cos' i founded it familiar when suddenly, my friend nugged every elbow that restricted her movements and headed straight for the door. I wondered why she looked so anxious and turned impolite just to get off the bus. That was ridiculous. As i saw her from the bus, she went to the stall i had set my eyes upon and she took the one i wanted. It was then i heard her saying something but her voice slowly faded as the bus went further from her... I think that cloth she was holding was for me from you...(?) o.o Oh well, you may find it pretty silly. I do too, but everything seemed real. I hoped it was while dreaming. Anw, in the dream just stopped there. Could be a pause so i can imagine what will happen after:D

This is just 'wow'.

♥ loves.

3:46 PM

Haha, Ben's so funny. On Fri, she kept talking abt what happened ytd that when she opened her mouth, i knew what she was going to talk abt. All that er... "I didn't get my air-con, alarm clock, ice-cream" and blah blah. So many "complains" for someone who turned 15 not long ago (...) Anw, i asked her why she didn't get a watch (she keeps asking me for the time) and she told me Hougang Mall don't sell watches. Haha, but i know her too well. She actually didn't LIKE the designs not that they don't have them -.-

Well, talking abt shopping, ytd, Karmen and i went to get birthday presents for M & Y. Then i went to eat some sushi and got mini melts ice-cream soon after. We were walking to the bus stop down some steps when i missed one and FELL. Oh my gosh, it was embarrasing!! ><'' I was actually v. happy that i got ICE-CREAM and i didn't know what was going on. I didn't even realise i fell until a few balls of ice-cream flew out of my cup. Ah~ my precious ice-cream! *sobs* Oh well, the way i fell was really funny! I didn't whine or cry but laughed a LOT instead. Hee hee. I was in a proposing position, you know - one knee kneeling and the other bent. But the pressure was all on the kneeling one. It was quite painful when i got up. Quite numb too xD Phew i was still holding the ice-cream pretty firm ^^V Later in the evening, at church, i kept laughing so Karmen and i told A & Val what happened. If we didn't, i'll be tagged as a weirdo. Laugh for nth._. Haha, Val said that i proposed with ice-cream! Cool, yah? xD But it was proposing to Karmen (?!) o.o since she was in front of me then. Oh noooo... it's not what you think. It was an accident:P HAHAHA.

♥ loves.

3:46 PM

A few days ago, i watched a show on tv. Not sure what was it but it entertained me. It was a abt some chosen ppl that went up to space to destroy a really huge meteor that was heading for earth. There were lots of other ones but this very big one would affect the entire world, destructing and all the things living on it. Serious problem, huh? Ok, there was this man that was leading the team to outer space. He had a daughter who was a girlfriend of one of the men who's going for this mission, AJ. Well, the dad didn't like him and had second thoughts of him dating his daughter. But, the daughter really love him so he didn't want to interfere. Before going off to space, AJ promised his gf that he'll come back to marry her and promised her with a ring! And the dad also gave his word to come back and be back by her side since he's her only kin left (her mother broke ties with the family).

So, the journey begins... Lots of mishaps happened and it was rough and tough. Many died in the process. Towards the ending, there was a difficult problem. Slightly smaller meteors, a whole lot of them attacked them. They flew and hit hard, crashing into the equipments so they didn't have enough materials to finish their job. One member had to stay and start the bomb up to destroy the meteor, so they drew wires (like drawing straws). AJ iniated it and unfortunately, he was the one that had to do it. So, he went down the lift-like thing allowing the dad to follow him - he insisted.

When they got down, it all happened so fast. AJ was about to say goodbye. He told the dad to tell his gf he can't return. The dad nodded. Suddenly, AJ's so called protecting helmet had a hole (vacuum could enter and he'll suffocate). I'm not sure what exactly went wrong, though. The dad then stuffed a sewed-on-badge in the hole, telling AJ to give it to the general or smth (can't rmb. Just some impt. person), while he catches his breath. When that took place, dad pushed him into the lift and locked it. As AJ regains some of his consciousness, he cries and bangs the door... He shouted "No, it's MY job!" But dad told him firmly, "You take good care of my daughter. That's YOUR job!" Isn't that sweet? Aww... He gave his life to safe his future son-in-law, not to mention the ENTIRE WORLD!!

That's like my Abba Father, who gave his only son, Jesus Christ to die on the cross and carry the weight of our sins. And whosoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life! But God's love is much greater that of this man. This is just a show... A touching one ><'' Isn't this sacrifice that God made so lovely? I love you, Lord!! :D

♥ loves.

3:46 PM

Memories

Those songs we used to share,
Beautiful melodies was all we cared.
They're still etched deep in my heart,
For whenever i'm down they pull me up.

I remember we played silly games,
And got ourselves caught in the pouring rain.
I still laugh when i recall,
Though you've forgotten about them all.

There was a time you were afraid,
I gave you a hug and said it's okay.
I still picture your scared little face,
And tell myself i'll protect you always.

Once i wasn't careful, i tripped and fell.
You nursed my wound then lifted me off the ground.
I still can't forget how you carried me home,
Lovingly took care of me and didn't leave me alone.

That very day we made a promise
That we will never let each other down.
I still kept my word; held onto our vow,
Cos' i really love you even up till now.

Janel

♥ loves.

3:46 PM

Here's smth funny. The National Library just found out a few days ago that my dad owes them 15¢. And that was like yrs ago but they found out only now. How efficient. They sent a letter to my daddy. The silly thing is... The librarians took time to type the letter out, print, buy and paste a stamp, put it into an envelope and post it. Isn't it easier that they just forget abt the little bit of $? xD They actually went thru so much trouble for that 15¢! And the entire process costs more than what my dad owes! This is just plain silly... They didn't use their brain. Well, maybe they're upright ppl and wants to get back what they have to but to go thru all this... Lol xD

♥ loves.

5:20 PM

It was tuition early in the mornin' and i was having a rough time jotting down whatever Ms.Ser said. She was going sooo fast!! Like "thepiratesweregreedyandtookalotoftreasurefromtheboatandnobodycouldstopthem", if you get what i mean._. Ooh... my hand was thorougly numbed. Well, after that i had a lovely time with my family. The food was fabulous~ I had cream of chicken, 8414 and 8304. Um, referring to the dish no. I can't rmb how to spell the name. Was all in French. xD I could eat that much surprisingly. Then came the ice-cream. Aha! I sure had left a bit of space in my tummy for it. It was real tasty, though it's just ordinary ice-cream. Haha, i get happy easily. Don't wanna talk abt after that... All sad stuff:'(

♥ loves.

8:46 PM

Now, for the poem!~

You

Your eyes, like red stones, gazed menancingly.
So intense, i just begged for mercy.
Cos i couldn't get them off me.

Your voice, like the pounding wind, blows harshly.
So threatening, i just fall back in silence
Cos i fear whatever you might say to me.

Your words, like a thousand arrows, pierced through my body.
So hateful, i just couldn't wait to break free.
Cos i didn't want you to hurt me.

Your teeth, like an impatient mother, grits in furry.
So firm, i just bit my lips.
Cos i hate to see you angry.

Your mouth, like a poison weapon, moves hastily.
So offensive, i just stood in shock.
Cos i was in agony.

Then i couldn't take it anymore,
I had to spill out.
My every little feeling, they all trickled out.

Janel

♥ loves.

8:24 PM

Hahaha. Art Club was exhausting but fun in the late afternoon. OOH! It could be the 1st time this is happening y'know:D Oh yay, we decorated the sch with balloons for Founder's Day tmr. Haha, the sch looks like a circus once again:P And guess what? It took THREE ppl to blow a balloon! xD Alicia pumped it, i held the balloon to the pumphole (It was a bit difficult cos the balloon was much bigger than the pumphole), and Sy helped to tie them up. Weee~ It was a great exp'ce okayy! Alicia was pumping but i couldn't hold the balloon tight. I was laughing instead cos the balloon made queer hilarious noises xD She obviously had a hard time blowing the balloons up. Haha, she didn't mind though. She loves her pumping work:P Well, while all that was goin on, Sy was getting blisters... Poor girl:X Oh ya, i did smth naughty. Alicia's afraid of bursting balloons, i was a little too. So when we blowed the balloons, i was scared it might explode and i shifted the balloon really close to her. I was sitting on a chair, and Alicia was running away from me bcos of the stupid balloon. HAHA xD. I told her to move closer but she refused. Guess what i did? Heh heh *evil laughs*. I went nearer to her. Uh-ber-den. Hehe. Then she started "protesting":]

♥ loves.

2:59 PM

Gosh. What's wrong with me these days?? Well, during assembly we were abt to praise the Lord thru sing-spiration, and when read those words on the screen, i began crying. Those very words really touched me. Seriously. I couldn't control my emotions. Hmm... is Daddy God telling me smth? Ah~ Anw, when i had the self defence lesson today, i kept laughing xD And cos of me, my partner, whom i don't really know burst out laughing too xD Haha. One instance, we were supposed to aim at the other party's hand and hit. And she was giggling and attacking me at the same time, which was weird xD Then i chuckled "Why are you giving me hi-fives?" HAHA. Oh oh! Later when it was my turn, i sorta dislocated my thumb and it went back again. Oww... But i laughed anw. I couldn't cry then. I was laughing so hard alr xD Yeah, yeah. That's abt it. I wrote a poem today too. Gonna post it later. I'm currently in sch now. Waiting for me CCA to start but nvr looking forward to it. LALALALA *tick tick tick* fifteen more mins... :]

♥ loves.

5:14 PM

Yesterday, i broke out again and cried. All for God's people. But it wasn't as bad as last wk. Previously, my eyes went puffy and red. Well, i couldn't control my tears. I mean, every second, ppl all over the world are dying... as non-christians... Then they go to a place whr they don't belong! A place no one wants to go! WHY?! I felt so helpless. Here i am going to sch on wkdays, talking to friends, sleeping so peacefully while others are suffering so much cos they didn't believe in the Lord, the Saviour. And some, refuse to accept Him. Yes, i know it's hard just to change your religion like that but why... Why must they go" down". Doesn't God wants his ppl saved...? I know He gave us a choice; to choose whr we decide to go. I know it breaks His heart, even more than mine, to lose His ppl... Oh but why... Why don't they listen to You, God? I hate to see them forsake your "promised land" and take the road of pain. They didn't hv to end like that... There was i, crying in bed, doing nth. How pathetic. God, pls, OPEN DOORS! I still want to save Your ppl... Not all, but at least i will try. I don't want to lose my loved ones. And even strangers cos they're all the same. They're all YOUR PEOPLE! T~T

Today, during chapel, i cried. For a diff. reason. I was touched by the song "Through it all". I sang the first few sentences and water just continuously moisted my face. You see, the song goes like this:

You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with your hands
And lead me in Your righteousness
And i, look to You.
And i, wait on you...

I sing to you Lord, a hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You never let me go
Through it all...

Ya, isn't this so very true? :D
At this pt. in my life, i'm feeling really pressurised, confused, blah blah blah.
But look, God's still thr for me! Even though sometimes friends aren't.
See how God LOVESSSSS us SOOOOOO much??
He loves YOU & ME! :D

♥ loves.

4:50 PM

My shoes are still making this weird noise that's like those of a little kid's. You know... those that goes "pi-pi-pi". Blahh... i'm "dying" from embarrassment! Once i walk by ppl, tis' annoying shoes go SQUEAK SQUEAK like no one's business.

Ppl look up, down and around. "Ooh. What's that sound?"
Then maybe, look at the ground, staring at my shoes.
The cloth's tearing apart and the front flips up, the sides are "holy"(hole-ly) and "clean".
When it rains, water slips in, soaks my socks and dirty my feet?
Say, i really gotta buy new ones now. But it seems mine's in style, for now.

:D

♥ loves.

9:58 PM

Hey hey hey. Literature was amusingly exciting today! :D Oh yeah, i learnt that William Shakespeare AKA William Shockspeare was a real punny guy. So punny that his words smtimes don't make any sense; somewhat nonsensical but in fact, COOL! Oh, i didn't know the ppl of last time could be cool! Haha. Anw, here are some fascinating sentences. Pretty funny-lame (if there was such a word). :

1] I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger. Then it hit me.
2] He drove his expensive car into a tree found out how the Mercedes bends.
3] There was a sign on the lawn at the drug re-hab centre that said "Keep of the Grass".

Get them? Hee hee xD

Yup, that was for Lit. No comments for SS, though. Couldn't get anything in but laughed A LOT.
For Geog, the teacher came in VERY early. Um-hmm, like she's just got 1 hr more to teach? Heh.
Her lesson was sad to say, boring, but i came out with stuff to keep awake. Uh-huhh, i was halfway squatting at my seat cos i was getting bored by my sitting position. It was really fun, though. I had a chance to give my legs some exercise! I mean, c'mon. I've been sitting there for ages and my butt's killin me:'(

♥ loves.

1:49 PM

Last Wed, 3rd of Oct, we had Chinese lessons for abt 4 hrs in total. And i managed to last that long! Cool! ._. Anyway, i caught some crazy acts while the teacher was teaching. Yes, ppl were laughing cos the teacher kept saying "O-keh" instead of "ok" and called us "xiao hai". Val sorta slept during lesson and Steph took the chance to draw her portrait! xD Didn't know how it turned out, though. Then after a while, a great mass of black caught my attention. It was Val. She drew a "black border" around her worksheet. Lol. Really nth better to do. Oh well, i couldn't take the lesson cos the teacher continued on with her old grand-mama stories, repeating them all over. ARGH. And it's always abt what er... "Paul and Christopher" saying that they won't go looking for S'pore girls bcos of blah blah BLAH. She has only nasty words for us and praise for herself. Man... she didn't hv to refer to us as a whole, right?? Not all girls are what she thinks we are. Why can't she understand us and spare a thought for our feelings...? I don't blame her since it's her chr but i hope she'll change...

♥ loves.