you're a mystery yourself

28 November, 2007

2:56 PM

I'm breaking down

Y'know recently, i clicked on smth and it appeared to be a virus. Well, i was ignorant and unsuspecting that i had caused a great deal of trouble. Ok ok, i know i'm at fault. But do you all have to rub it in??? Another 'he' keeps asking me loads of rubbish qns like "So next time would you click on some unknown stuff again?" I mean what next time? There is no next time. You had to make me feel worse when i'm down alr, huh. Those words that spill from your mouth are like nth to you but do you know how much pain it has caused me?? :'(

Life scenes --

HE: Tell me what you're doing with the computer. Blogging, right? For what?
me: I wasn't blogging...
HE: Don't talk abt blogging!

And HE doesn't allows me to cry. Why, oh, why, oh why?

SHE: I'm not scolding you and i don't want to, so blah blah blah...
*starts shouting and accusing afterwards*

Monkey game cheered me up!
http://miniclip.com/mko.php?c=qposqBoiruousForFBoUBoFForBFFo.3NSLosuUU

♥ loves.

3:19 PM

Hey guys, you'll love this game. It's plain monkey business! And suprisingly, i got such a high result. Haha, i clicked randomly.

http://www.miniclip.com/games/monkey-kick-off/en/?c=pBorrFosqoqBtorFBoUBoEBoturoLhPZNopuUF

Well, today's pretty boring. I don't know what's gone into Leroy. He's goo-goo over Power Rangers and Jos is laughing at nth as usual. Haha:X Besides that, i spoke to Jeat's bro who's 14. He admitted he kinda figured out his bro's MSN password and gained access to the acc. He was very naughty but quite cute also, hah. He pretended he was Santa Claus and went to search the net for pictures of presents, then gave me a present made of glass. Lol. It was nice actually. And after that, he still asked if i wanted anything else, and he continued sending me pics of food stuff. Haha. Then, he showed me Winnie the Pooh! Haha, really wu liao.

Come to think of it, he's kinda like me . Last time i used to send food pics to Lob when we were talking. Hehe, i even included the setting. Once i sent him a photo of a beach, some delicious delicacies, and candlelights. He told me, "You want candlelight dinner? But it's lunch now." HAHA -.- Anw, for now, we don't have show each other pics. The mention of food just swallows us. Okay, maybe only for me. Well, weeks ago, he sent me pics of what he was trying to stir up for dinner. (Yes, he cooks. Unlike me. My job is just to eat:D) And almost recently, he showed me some food that really looked so good, plus a few cooked snails on purpose. RAwr...i was going to hv dinner! Haha, enough for today. Bye ppl!

I'm still waiting for you...

♥ loves.

8:56 PM

I think my cousins, ZJ and ZH have a lot to catch up with the rest us. When we had a birthday dinner celebrated for my Grandma, they admitted that they couldn't recognise us. Haha. Oops, bad sign actually. Well, i think it's been abt a yr since we saw each other and they really changed. They're kinda look like punks. And Darius grew so much that he became the tallest of his elder bros. Wonderful. Now i seem so short now._.

Oh yeah, Ryan's so cute! Hehe. This Sat, he called me and asked if he could come to my hse. But i had to attend church so began crying on the phone. Then my aunt said, "Hmph, this boy can't take rejection..." Haha. Poor kid.

I miss you...

♥ loves.

10:02 PM

I hadn't paid attention until now...that when you're not here, there's always this emptiness i feel. When you leave my side, i'll keep thinking of you; wondering when you'd return. Sometimes i really wish i hadn't know you, maybe trying to wish you weren't ever there. But since this fact can never be undone, and memories of you can't be erased, i guess i'll just leave it alone. Do you know how much it kills to forget someone? It's like treating everything like it didn't happen, pretending that that somebody didn't exist. Like losing a friend, a confidant, a special someone. More difficult than it sounds. And can you actually do it? The more you think of it, the more reminisces will come flooding back. Well, since you alr stepped in my life, accepting you is the only way. I'll pray for you almost everyday, hoping that you're well and happy. It seems i'm feeling something... something from my heart. It hurts when i don't hear for you, and i'll worry because i don't know if you're safe. When i see you cheerfully sharing stories about your day; when i see you contented, it lightens me up and i'll smile even if i don't get your joke. How's that? I mean it doesn't make sense. And maybe you won't understand but it's okay. I don't really comprehend either... ^^V

♥ loves.

3:27 PM

Why is my dad is so hard to understand? T-T

Yesterday's DRAMATIC scene: (no offence)
It's abt 12.30am now and bro and i were watching tv. My father's doing his stuff with the computer n wants the tv switched off. My bro declined while i showed disatisfaction.

Dad: What time alr? Still don't sleep?!
me: *pointing to my bro* What abt him?
Dad: He just came back.
me: Huh? Like an hour ago?
Dad: Then tmr i wake him up at 7 and also wake you up at 7 can?
me: What? That's a different matter.
Dad: Different matter? You like to follow him whaaatt [referring to my bro]
me: No, why are you comparing him with me?
Dad: You like to follow him, right? Every time like that. Don't say i compare.
me: What every time? Why do always pick on me?
Dad: A, you watch how many hows alr?! Just now watch the Chinese one.
me: Umm, that's one? [Ok, actually 1 and a half]
Dad: Ya! Not enough isst? Watching from 7 until now right? [note that he came back at abt 10 plus]
me: Noooo, at 7 i was sleeping.
Dad: Orh! Why sleeping??
me: *laughs awkwardly* What "why sleeping"?
Dad: So now cannot sleep! Every time like that.
me: Every time? What? No. Aiya, i don't wanna talk to you alr ><''
Dad: Ya, ya... Don't talk to me. Talk to Leroy, right?
me: Huh, whaaatt? What does it got to do with this?!

...cos what he says doesn't make any sense. *Sigh...*

Okay, tell me whether i shld laugh or cry. Hmph, i might just go with both. Whenever i chat online, he would be the busybody and i hv to hide my convos. Well, Once he preys on a name, he'll rmb and use it, like now. He exaggerates too much. Uh Leroy, if you see this. Sorry he pulled you in.

AHHHHHHHH 很烦 ah!
help me.

♥ loves.

1:05 PM

A stranger's phone call:

Me - Helloo?
Stranger - Hello? (in a kinda like high pitched tone)
Me - Hello, who are you?
Stranger - Ronniee... (Ok, funny)
Me - Err... Ya?
Stranger - I'm Ronnie. (That tone again. Weirdddd)
Me - Er er... who are you looking for?
Stranger - Oh. Wrong number.
Me - Okayy... -.-

I shld've known earlier. So much for the weird tone @.@

More mails:
Please do not laugh!

[Pre-takeoff Announcement on a China Southern Airlines Flight]
This is a true account of what was heard on a recent flight from Shenzhen to Qingtao by China Southern Airlines: "Good afternoon, Ladies and the German. This is your cheap purser Wang Lui speaking. On behalf of China Sudden Airlines, I would like to welcome you on board our Bowling 737 from Shenzhen to Qingtao. Members of my crew speak Chinese and other languages that you do not know. It is a great pressure serving you to-die. Should you need any resistance during the fright, peace do pest the call button. I and my gals are available to make you feel comfortable. Meanwhile, the airkwaft is going to fry. Peace sit uplight and keep you belt tightly fastened until dinner is served at five dirty p.m. Hope you would enjoy your fright with us. Funk kill."

♥ loves.

12:50 PM

A funny mail:

TEACHER: Why are you late?
BALGOBIN : Because of the sign.
TEACHER : What sign?
BALGOBIN : The one that says, "School Ahead, Go Slow."
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TEACHER : Balgobin, why are you doing your math sums on the floor?
BALGOBIN : You told me to do it without using tables!
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TEACHER : Balgobin, how do you spell "crocodile"?
BALGOBIN : "K-R-O-K-O-D-A-I-L"
TEACHER : No, that's wrong.
BALGOBIN : Maybe it's wrong, but you asked me how I spell it!
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TEACHER : What is the chemical formula for water?
BALGOBIN : "HIJKLMNO!!!"
TEACHER : What are you talking about?
BALGOBIN : Yesterday you said it's H to O!
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TEACHER : Balgobin, go to the map and find North America.
BALGOBIN : Here it is!
TEACHER : Correct. Now, class, who discovered America?
CLASS : Balgobin!
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TEACHER : Balgobin, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago.
BALGOBIN : Me!
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TEACHER : Balgobin, why do you always get so dirty?
BALGOBIN : Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.
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BALGOBIN : Dad, can you write in the dark?
FATHER : I think so. What do you want me to write?
BALGOBIN : Your name on this report card.
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TEACHER : How can you prevent diseases caused by biting insects?
BALGOBIN : Don't bite any.
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TEACHER : Balgobin, give me a sentence starting with "I".
BALGOBIN : I is...
TEACHER : No, Balgobin. Always say, "I am."
BALGOBIN : All right... "I am the ninth letter of the alphabet."
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TEACHER : "Can anybody give an example of "COINCIDENCE?"
BALGOBIN : "Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day, same time."
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TEACHER : "George Washington not only chopped down his father's Cherry tree,but also admitted doing it. Now do you know why his father didn't punish him?"
BALGOBIN : "Because George still had the axe in his hand?"
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BALGOBIN : Daddy, have you ever been to Egypt ?
FATHER : No. Why do you ask that?
BALGOBIN : Well, where did you get THIS mummy then?
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TEACHER : What a pair of strange socks you are wearing, one is green and one is blue with red spots!
BALGOBIN : Yes it's really strange. I've got another pair just like that at home.
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TEACHER : Now, children, if I saw a man beating a donkey and stopped him,what virtue would I be showing?
BALGOBIN : Brotherly love?
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TEACHER : Now, Balgobin, tell me frankly do you say prayers before eating?
BALGOBIN : No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a good cook.
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TEACHER : Balgobin, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?
BALGOBIN : No, teacher, it's the same dog!
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TEACHER : What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
BALGOBIN : A teacher !!

♥ loves.

1:33 PM

::Saturday, 101107::
Not much happened. Glad Lobster was online today. Ytd's appearance also surprised me A LOT. Was so happy:DDDDD At church, the service was somewhat good. I love the songs the guy composed for his son! It really rhymed! And i was left with Michelle when service ended. AGAIN. Hah. Leave me alone lah! Hee hee. Jk, jk. Then we began teasing one another and it was hilarious! ...when she couldn't ans back:D

::Sunday, 111107::
Lots of things happened. I had cell at Mac n the cell talked. I didn't really join in but listened. They were uber funny. What were they talking abt? I got no idea. Haha. I was very blur then -.-'' I managed to talk to Val after that. Happy she was cheerful:D

At abt 11 plus, i went to meet Char at Serangoon MRT to go to the National Library at Bugis to support our Entrepreneurship Club friends. They persuaded us to buy their stuff and automatically ticked on the forms that is for voting them. Great. And when i told Angel i only brought 3 dollars, she went "I can lend you money!!" Lol. Haha, and they were so mean! They said we could visit others' shop but cannot buy things for them. And i kept tripping on the power source. I was like "Woee...", then awhile later, "Woee...". Hehe. Well, when Char and i each bought an item each, JX kept saying 'thank you' xD

Lalala i love my key chain n stickers!

Hmm...we finished patronising their stall super early and i needed the toilet. Char said Bugis Junc. had toilets n Angel said that the ones in the library is nearer. Haha, Char wanted to go to Bugis Junc. actually. We got thr and window shopped since the toilets were crowded. I wasn't that urgent anw. Hee hee, many stuff caught my attention esp. those spongy toys. Love to squeeze them;] Wherever i went, you'd hear the word 'cute'. I just didn't hv the money to buy or i'll pull the shops i favour down. Heh heh heh *evil laughs* Oops. Ok, nvm. Heh :X Oh, right! I got my baby pooh! Char bought it for my bday!

♥ loves.

1:01 PM

::Friday, 091107::
It was the last day of sch! We had Chem, Physics & Math if i rmbered correctly. Don't worry, i'm not going to talk abt those:] During one of the breaks, i headed opposite sch together with Ben to the shop to get some steaming cup noodles. Hers was "Tom Yam" (as usual -.-), while mine was "Chili Crab"! Haha, i didn't dream of having that before. It was er... hot! SPICY HOT! The same goes for Benita. We were burning. But you know, she finished her Tom Yam like twice as fast as me!? Must be good practice, huh? After that, we rushed back to sch cos we were mins late. Actually we didn't have time to eat... The teacher released us 10 mins past the lesson. Haha, guess what? When we reached the AVA theatrette, we were so early! I mean, considered early. Heh. The room was practically empty with a few ppl here n thr. So, lesson began when everyone got back from the canteen. Ben said i looked red. And i told her it was artificial make-up. No, really. I was "blushing" n had "lipstick" on. All thanks to the Chili Crab! To think that always happens if i eat spicy food...

Hmm...after sch, the 4 of us - Cheryl, Jos, Ben and i strolled to the same shop Ben and i went during break. They all had cup noodles while i settled on ice-cream n packet Milo afterwards. Ben, why cup noodles again? -.- Well, well, we were talking abt some personal stuff on relationships (more of Cheryl's n Jos', none of Ben and i). Cheryl's life stories were really upsetting. I wonder how she got thru all those. Life would hv been tough n rough for her. Even up till now... Sad plight of a teenager. Jos' not as bad as her. Much better if you wanna know. Jos, you just hv to learn to listen. No more buts! Your friends are here for ya'!:D

♥ loves.

1:26 PM

Decided to blog today ^^V

::Thursday::
Went to Malaysia! Haha. To be specific, we went to Pe- er... Pe- smth:D My family (excluding my bro) went to somewhr in Changi village to grab some bites. Ok, actually, only my father wanted to eat. He bought carrot cake and i took some. One word - DElicious:D Hee... had that together with kopi, while my mom drank tea. I had the most amazing soursop drink EVA! When i first got it, i couldn't recognise it. It was different from the rest and COOL. As in chillin' ;] Splendid. You shld go get it some time. Just go & look for the stall, somewhr... -.- Oh then, Josiah, with his family (excluding his bro. Yeah, the ppl who didn't came had to "study" for O lvls) came to look for us. They were going for this trip also. After we met, the older ppl talked while the younger ppl listened. Well, we went to some sort of station to sign some forms & wait for the rest to come. Practically, i didn't know all of them except for Josiah's family. Tsk. They all were from TCC. Man... so many ppl turned up. And plus, it was a day so there were others who were thr too. It was super packed.

Guess what? We had to wait like 2 hrs for the bumboat. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa my legs were really tired and i was boredddd D: Kept telling my parents that. Haha. Well, Josiah happened to say he was bored too and my dad asked him to join my "clan". "The bored clan". Haha. Well, the things that made this trip exciting was bcos of some jokers that was part of the grp. They really were funny. Haha. And i got compliments from some of them saying that i'm pretty. Lol. It's like thr was this auntie that told her daughter "See? That jie jie so pretty". Then they gazed at me. So paiseh >.< Oh, her daughter's name was Janelle. Haha, same pronunciation as mine. Every now and then, we would be looking around to see if anyone was calling me or her. And we'd be smiling at each other.

Hehe, thr was this time after we ate seafood at Jade Palace... We thought we were going to take a bus but ended up taking a lorry! Haha, Uncle Eric is the BESTTT! Lol. And we enjoyed a musical in thr... All the clanging of the hooks. Could be really dangerous in thr but we were fine. I wanted to stand up to feel the cool breeze but my mother n aunties forced me to sit down:( But the journey back was truly fun. I laughed a LOT! No, seriously. Thr were quite a few times that i was laughing till my tummy ache. Well, the rest were either giggling or smiling away so they caught me at a corner gasping for breath xD Oh, i really wanna thank them for giving me a great time!

Not only that. These peeps - Benita, Cheryl, Joscelyn, Charmaine, Leroy, Andrew n Josiah(!), and my dearest LOBSTER! Thank you for bringing me smiles:D

♥ loves.

1:26 PM

Had Science tuition awhile ago. Man, time passed so quickly but i wasn't enjoying every moment of it. I was stoning most of the time. Heh. Okay...i stoned BUT i listened too. I don't really get what the teacher's talking abt, though. He's teaching doesn't seem suitable for me:( The notes he gave us were in a mess! Yup, he said that he preferred us to arrange it to our own liking. Haha, the printing was driving me dizzy and i was so blur during the lesson. I knew what he was talking but just didn't know how to ans._.

In the afternoon, my bro made me do some exercise. It was so SO silly. Lol. It's supposed to strengthen our tummy muscles but in the end, the laughing made me ached xD Well, last night was terrible for me. *Sigh...* I really hope someone would just come up to me and say "I love you". It feels gd to be loved you know. I know lovers do. Right now, i... D':

♥ loves.

1:26 PM

Aiya aiya, it's so boring at home. Even if i go out, i wouldn't know what are the useful things i can do! If i go shopping, i'll hv not enough money to buy the things i want. And window shopping just breaks my heart... Your wants are so close to you, yet you can't hv them:( For now, i feel like doing my Physics homework but i don't even know how to start._.'' I think i'll hv to revise all over again. Hmm..hmm... Oh, since thr's nth else to do, i'm looking for food-ies AGAIN!? Yep, i'm opening the fridge, food cupboards and finding food stuff on the kitchen table. Yes, yes. I know i'm getting fat. Eating too much chocolate lately. Chipsmore, Hello Panda... OOHs! Ahh~ i'm sick of them alr. I seriously need to go to a restaurant now. I want PaSta, vaNiLLa MiLkShaKE, nUggEtS, sPAggEti, spiCy chiCKen winGS(!), haM n' EggS, FruiT desSeRts, MuShroOm SouP (even though i took it ytd n today), etc... Yum, yum. I'm not going to gobble them down all at once, of course. My appetite's quite small but i crave when i see delicious food:D I'm gonna have my fRieD riCE soon. Haven't ate it in a long longgggggg time. Well, i'm on MSN but don't wish to talk to anyone. Ahh what's wrong with me? I don't feel like playing any game or watching tv. Don't feel like sleeping either. My spirit's dying for no apparent reason. I'm not singing as much as last time anymore. I wish someone is here with me now.

♥ loves.