you're a mystery yourself

26 May, 2009

5:56 PM

Ahhs, im not able to join Karmen and other crusaders for PDA tmr. I alr missed the CCA orientation and a few meetings alr bcuz smth always crops up on a Wednesday. ARGHHHH WHY WHY?! Now im struggling yet agn on deciding whether i shld join the CCA, since i cant keep forgoing it if i'll be so busy.

Putting tt aside, the hol is 20 days from now!!!!! Ive been working hard in schl, and soon it'll be time play hard :D:D. Im kinda looking forward to it cuz i plan to go out and hv fun!

Thinking of it makes me feel happyyy. Happy = chocolate. Now im thinking of chocolate...the chocolate blended ice from each-a-cup o.o. OMGGGGG sweet sweeettt. It makes me smile like siao, making me look like an idiot. Rong Yun would know, lol.

Wow, my mood changed so fast.

PS. Jz read someone's blog. I wanna say, dont lose hope. Have faith in yourself! You will continue to improve. Review your work to see how you can imprv on them (if you dont know then ask the lecturer), and also compare your work with others to see what makes their work more outstanding/worse than yours. The lecturer might be very baffling, bt i guess we know what she wants more or less inspite of her showing a lil "favoritism". Dont bother abt how horrid your past is cuz you cant make ammendments to it, BUT BUT youre living in the present and the future is always ahead of you. Instead of letting your past drag you down, use it to make your life better now. Disappointments and failures are part of the learning process... I believe everyone has failed at least once before, but thru those tiny falls we make, we'll get stronger if we keep learning and standing back on our feet.

:D

♥ loves.

10:00 PM

LOVE STORY and VIVA LA VIDA remix!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys

Rockin' vid :D

♥ loves.

8:33 PM

Life's Battle

Thr i was, back in my seat
so lost for words, i couldn't speak.
After the time, the money, the effort i spent
what i got back was only one comment.

She gave me a critique- now, that's okay
But that was all she had to say.
Meanwhile, the judges kept noiseless as they awaited
Anticipating for the next presentation to be projected .

I felt confused. 'What do they want?
Redo-ing work isnt any fun.'
'What are their expectations of us?
Why are some accepted while the others aren't?'

They say hard work makes up 99 percent.
The 1 percent, however, still stands to gain.
It is the talent people have,
it helps those people outshine the rest.

We can work hard, we can work smart,
At the end of the day, do we hit the mark?
We might be dismayed at our results,
But knowing we did our best would make us feel proud.

Imperfect as we are, it's all right to fail
We just need to get up again to face our fears.
Let's brave the battles, every one of us
Let's have some courage to accomplish each task!

♥ loves.

6:48 PM

Things hv been going well for me so far. I did rather well in animation fundmentals and design fundmentals, hee. For drawing fund im gradually improving, but i gotta work on my presentation and communication skills. I need to PROJECT MY VOLUME LOUD AND CLEAR. We would be presenting on 'Who Am I extended' this Fri, so i hope i'd be more confident up in front of the audience.

Ms A's right...we shld be proud of our work after we've put in a lot of effort into it, and give our best during our final presentation. The director's going to be one of the judges. Tho he looks laid back and friendly, i heard tt was absolutely strict from the other grps who alr showed their work to him. If im made to re-do the 2nd time, i think i might as well forget abt this assignment. It's driving me insane...all those late nights in schl and at home.

Those lecturers whom i had great first impressions on turned out to be ppl i dislike (besides Mr B!), while lecturers i didnt hv gd first impressions on, like Ms A, turned out to be nice o.o.

Heh heh. Time is moving so quickly, it's alr the 4th wk of schl! Im happy i got to know more of my classmates x).

John is somewhat like the life of our class. When visual audio storytelling lesson ended today, some of our classmates were viewing the song "Touch My Body" and he kept singing tt afterwards. Lol. Also, he always hv this cheeky grin when he's being lame or teasing someone. And idk why but he rly rly looks like a penguin D:.

Jia Wei is suuuppppeerrr random. I think Final Cut Pro drived him past his limits of being sane. He keeps saying 'I miss Ahmad' at random moments. LOL. Ahmad/Ahmad Lisa (name given by JW) is the MIA guy. In one wk, we see him only one or two times.

"Zha Bor" works hard, but she must try nt to use too much of Facebook! Time management! "Xiao Mei" has loads of energy in her (i yearn for tt kinda energy!), but she has to use her time wisely. YY is able to talk, bt he must be more focused and serious.

Chun You is jz the opposite. He does well in time management and planning. He's an all rounder, waiting for the results of the scholarship he might be getting from schl. He uses facebook to relax (whats with facebook?). Seeee Eileen, he can handle FB and work, so can you! :D

York Seng is a nice guy. Rong Yun tries hard. Lina needs to get to schl on time. Lol.

Patrick is known as starfish. And he's on a diff frequency, haha. Wei-Ming is fast and produces fine work. She sings when she's stressed so she's been singing the same few lines of a song over and over agn since she only rmbs those words. Hahaha.

Most of us are hardworking, so we shld be okay. I pray tt we'll continue to improve and keep the faith! :D

Do your best, let God do the rest.

♥ loves.

6:54 PM

~~ALIVE & KICKING~~

Ive heard rantings abt a lecturer who refuse to let other students use the scanner in the Mac lab when her class is gg on, even if they had to rush their assignments. But PRAISE GOD FOR HER! She made the majority of Ani students overjoyed ytd! She had lessons from 6-9 pm in the lab, so we couldnt complete the assignment to hand it up the next day (Not tt we're last min workers. SIDM students would understand). Thus, our course coordinator had to extend the deadline to next Tue.

The stress load was partially released from all of us then. Before tt, my classmates were exhausted bcuz lesson ended at 6 smth, plus we needed to do "Who Am I?" and comm skills work by last night. As we were unable to access the comps in the Mac lab, we went upstairs to search for Mac comps. I abruptly broke down, so i decided to seek God for help and comfort and the most amazing thing happened. The moment i opened my eyes, i saw Jia Ying holding up her handphone saying tt the "Who Am I?"'s deadline is prolonged!! (:

Nevertheless, other assignments waiting for us to complete them, but ive got frens in poly who lessens the pressure of the course, make me laugh, and of course, keep me awake. Lol. I wanna thank God for them and also praise God for answering my prayer!

You rock, God! :D

♥ loves.

10:59 AM

The night before, i was pondering abt how wonderful it would be to be loved by your bf/gf. It slipped my mind tt i alr am loved! HOW COULD I HV FORGOTTEN?! Im loved by my family, frens, and my Lord & Saviour.

The song "Because You Love Me" doubtlessly illustrates God's unfailing love for me...for us. I came across this song whilst i was browsing the songs in my new phone i got recently, and the first person i thot of was God. He's nt my baby haha, but He's everything to me.
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/celinedion/becauseyoulovedme.html

He gave me inner peace while i was collecting my O lvls result slip with the verse Isaiah 41:10. And it shall bring me thru the hardships im facing now and in the future (:

So do nt fear for I am with you; do nt be dismayed for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you.

YAY! (-inserts an enormous heart-)

♥ loves.