you're a mystery yourself

26 May, 2009

5:56 PM

Ahhs, im not able to join Karmen and other crusaders for PDA tmr. I alr missed the CCA orientation and a few meetings alr bcuz smth always crops up on a Wednesday. ARGHHHH WHY WHY?! Now im struggling yet agn on deciding whether i shld join the CCA, since i cant keep forgoing it if i'll be so busy.

Putting tt aside, the hol is 20 days from now!!!!! Ive been working hard in schl, and soon it'll be time play hard :D:D. Im kinda looking forward to it cuz i plan to go out and hv fun!

Thinking of it makes me feel happyyy. Happy = chocolate. Now im thinking of chocolate...the chocolate blended ice from each-a-cup o.o. OMGGGGG sweet sweeettt. It makes me smile like siao, making me look like an idiot. Rong Yun would know, lol.

Wow, my mood changed so fast.

PS. Jz read someone's blog. I wanna say, dont lose hope. Have faith in yourself! You will continue to improve. Review your work to see how you can imprv on them (if you dont know then ask the lecturer), and also compare your work with others to see what makes their work more outstanding/worse than yours. The lecturer might be very baffling, bt i guess we know what she wants more or less inspite of her showing a lil "favoritism". Dont bother abt how horrid your past is cuz you cant make ammendments to it, BUT BUT youre living in the present and the future is always ahead of you. Instead of letting your past drag you down, use it to make your life better now. Disappointments and failures are part of the learning process... I believe everyone has failed at least once before, but thru those tiny falls we make, we'll get stronger if we keep learning and standing back on our feet.

:D

♥ loves.