you're a mystery yourself

11 August, 2008

10:07 PM

That was some senseless stuff -_-
I wanted to continue typing after the 'don't you wish your girlfriend was hot like me' part, but i realised i don't know the lyrics. I only knew that sentence. Lollol. So it explains the dafhoidlhvkle.

(:

Now, for the reallll stuff.

"Life is like that, its a road, or maybe rainbow, or just a big thunderstorm, but at the end of it you'll see the light, the pot of gold, the silver lining."

Aw, that was some encouragement from my bro to all those out thr who thinks that life has no meaning anymore, feel that nth's going right, and those that find it hard to stand back up again.
.
.
.
Actually, he was just fiddling with the keyboard, but it makes sense, right? :P

Anyway, i believe you guys would be mugging extra hard now that prelims hv started, or for some, going to come soon. I pray that y'all would hv the determination and the strength to carry on with what you are doing.

I've not been studying everyday, but a bit here and thr - not rly a good student huh. I know i haven't got much time now that prelims is nearing, but i'm rly scared that i can't finish or rmb everything in time. I'm afraid i'll not get the marks i desire after giving all i've got. I'm afraid that i might mess up my plans real badly :( Fear is restricting me to step out and walk towards my goal; stopping me from what i need to do. It has always been holding me back. But...how do i conquer it?
.
.
.
I wanna do my very very best for prelims so that i can be sure if i'm rdy for 'O's - the real big thing. I wanna DO SMTH abt my results and not sit at home idling away. I wanna get an 'A' for Maths. I wanna find the motivation to revise for Lit, and SS - my most hated subjects. I want to. I want to. I want to. But i just can't...

It's so hard to do smth you dislike... It's just so hard...

And i feel worst seeing others doing their very best. They seem to be so prepared, yet i...

Sigh.

Well, i better do productive work starting tmr.

Take care peeps (:
Study smart and i wish you guys all the BEST!

My tutor once told me to aim for the skies, so if i ever fail, i'll land on the stars...

♥ loves.