you're a mystery yourself

29 August, 2008

2:10 PM

Physics was real bad this time, tho i studied hard for this time. I screwed up. I didn't bring my protractor and lost a lot of marks...and i didn't hv my ruler with me. So, rly, if i can even PASS, i'll be elated.

Don't you think prelims work our brain cells and tire them out till they can't think anymore? Although, people still looked happy and high after the paper. The paper must've drove them mad or more possibly, it's bcuz it's another paper down and the hols are up soon. Wellwell.

Science practical in the late afternn wasn't stressful at all. Not like other times when i freak out bcuz i know 'I'M GONNA TAKE THE SCIENCE PRACTICAL ANYTIME NOW'. This practical was quite 'fun' (quoted from Shiying) as you can 'bounce the weights' tgt with the spring. That is, UNTIL Mr. Thompson told to class that once we're done, we hv to take the weights out to prevent the spring from stretching. I think he said that on purpose. Lol.

And guess what? I blindly followed Shiying's actions of looking the weights go up and down, trying to find the amusement she sees in it. Then after practical, she told me she was just BORED. Wow, Janel.

For my practical, i was klutzy. Very klutzy. While placing solid X into the testtube, i left some bits of it on the table countless times. I also spilled down of the alkalis on the table and um, chair, splashed a big blob of water in front of the basin too... Yea, i think that's all. I sure hope. My table was in a mess and i couldn't find the calcium hydroxide at first cuz the taps were blocking it -.-

I'll tell you guys why i wasn't that scared ytd (despite of the flames)... It's bcuz i relaxed and treated it like it was no big deal. As quoted from Usain Bolt (HAHAHA, cool guy), 'It helps keep my mind away from' the exam. 'That's the key for me. I don't put pressure on myself. I don't let people put pressure on me.

'Because, when you're under pressure, you do the wrong things or you may go out there and not be focused enough. But i stay focused. When i enjoy myself, i stay focused.'

Hahahahaha. It's so true. It's like enlightenment *puts and angel halo on top of my head*
It worked for me leh.
Of course not all the time. For eg., today.

4B2 did the Teacher's Day performance on stage and my mouth shook when i was singing. Lol. And then while my classmates were laughing discreetly bcuz the audience were laughing at our lyrics, i couldn't cold my laughter and was shaking eh...vigorously? Ok luh, lol. Not that bad. Then duno who and who ah, kept saying that i was making them laugh bcuz of my "vigorous" action -.-

I think i looked weird on stage. It's like my mouth was going to burst out in laughter alr but i was holding it back.

It's painful
Putting yourself in someone else's shoes
Knowing the things the person goes through

It's painful
Loving someone who doesn't love you,
Despite of what he or she does or do

It's painful
As it was never so easy to love you
Accepting your flaws and understanding you

It's painful
When you sigh but act like nothing's wrong.
Not having any clues of what is going on

It's painful
Feeling your heart break, seeing you tear,
Looking at your smile before it disappears

It's painful
Missing you for a second.
Not holding you in my hands

It's painful
Trying not to cry,
pretending i'm fine

It's painful
though sometimes i don't know why,
'cause it hurts when someone you love says 'goodbye'

Poem by me

Haha, i quoted a lot today:P

♥ loves.