you're a mystery yourself

10 June, 2008

1:15 PM

Went out with Shi Ying ytd to Far East and Bugis. Shi Ying threatened me not to blog abt the journey cos it's too embarrassing for her, haha. She said,

SY: smbodie dun even n0e how to walk without me
SY: how can defame me

Hahaha. And it's true. I'd probably get lost in Orchard tho Singapore is such a small place to be. That's why i'm so glad i live here and not in China or America! I don't know how i'll survive in big BIG countries. Once i freaked out at Outram MRT cos i couldn't find my way, IT WAS LATE AT NIGHT, and my HANDPHONE RAN OUT OF BATTERIES. I think i shld study road signs and maps and be well prepared before going anywhr. Heh. Better safe than sorry.

Anw, we managed to but a lot more things than the last time we got out. Probably bcos we spent like 5 hrs outside, HAHA. Oh and and SY made me do oral in front of everybody in the MRT train. Man, i seriously don't know much(too much till it's uncountable) words. I was laughing like a hoogapaka in my seat when i read the words wrongly cos it totally changed the meaning of the sentence. Can you imagine? I kept pronouncing "文字" as "蚊子". HAHAHA. And i slapped her book against my forehead like a thousand times. Lol.

Ok, enough of that. Wei Chea was really really really sweet!! He knew i wasn't feeling good lately, and he recorded a song, "The Wind of Life" on his piano and sent it to me. It. was. beautiful. Haha, i'm totally in love with the song now. Heehee. He just gave me another song (: Pianos are just loveleh. I love drums too! I like the way ppl play it with gusto and move with the music. Coolo moolo <3

Today, tuition sucked. Boo-boo.

I don't know what i'm trying to do.
I don't know who i want to become.
I don't know who i am to people now, or even myself.

The happiness that i had was just temporary. However much i wanted it to stay, it still vanished...

♥ loves.