you're a mystery yourself

02 May, 2008

8:41 PM

If you repeatedly get hurt my your family, your friends...loved ones, how would you feel? It's unpalatable if every day in your life is in a mess, and you try to be positive and think of the gd times, but the aches hit you again.

T, i'm sorry that i think too much till gd thoughts turn into pessimism. You're right, but i'm trying to be happy. I am. I wish i could see the rainbow after this torrential rain. You'll ask me abt my days, and i can't hide things from you, bcos you're so open with me i'll just let everything out. You said i shldn't carry the burdens by myself, that once in awhile, it's okay to cry, cos at least i'm in touch with my feelings. When i did share, i thought you were worried for my fren, but you were actually worried for me. You cared. Sorry for worrying you when i know i shldn't hv... I truly hope these horrid days would end. Also, Kenrick, who'll lend a listening ear. Who also cared for me. Who tried to cheer me up whenever i was down.

And for other frens too, thank you so very much.

♥ loves.