you're a mystery yourself

10 March, 2008

1:43 PM

Hmm, i've been wondering. You know that i've blogged about myself, my life, and other people, but i haven't talked abt God.

He's the one that helps make all things possible, my refuge in times of need.
He's strength in my weaknesses, and is the most patient with me.
He's got the power to overcome all evil, love to carry me on.
He stands firm when all else has fallen, keeps me safe by His side.
He's the one and only Mighty God, the reason i'm livin today,
And i know He's here in my heart to stay :]

Of course got more luh. In fact, TOOOO many to state. He's helped me to pass one more subject compared to last yr EOY. And the Meet the Parents session was a great blow, all because of a teacher. Didn't expect her to be so disheartening. Though she's big sized, but she's got a pretty face, and she's kinda smart too. Still, it's hard to accept that she said those words to my mom which was meant for me. (Don't judge a bk by it's cover). If she had directly spoken to me, my calm composture would break like the tears that would flow from my eyes. That's what happened when my dad told me, "Not that i want to bring you down, but..." and he starts repeating whatever the teacher said.

Not bring me down. Why wouldn't it?
1) Mom comes back to lecture me, then mom tells dad abt me
2) Dad goes to me and gives his "prepared speech"
3) Mom interupts by shooting whatever dad says at me
4) ...(um, the cycle repeats itself. Somehow.)

Comical isn't it?
Ohwells, sometimes too much concern can be irritating and heartbreaking.

You know, you've hurt me so much. I share my joy, bring you laughter; but when you've found another companion, you just treat me like a standby, a junk. True friends are never like that.

♥ loves.