you're a mystery yourself

23 February, 2008

7:15 PM

Yesterday i got another surprise from my bro -.-

Bro: Did you see the slippers? For you.
Me: Huh? Where?
Bro: Outside. The blue ones. Don't tell me you can't wear them.
Me: *rushes to try them on* Ohno, hahaha. Really can't fit.
Bro: Orh, then throw away lor.
Me: Throw away?!
Bro: Ya, it's only 50 bucks.
Me: ONLY??
Bro: Ya, also not my money.
Mom (overhearing the convo): Wah, you know how to spend.
Me: That slippers cost 50 dollars? So ex.!
Bro: Branded one mah.
Me: But usually it's abt 30 plus?
Bro: Umph. Throw away lah, you can't wear them anyway.
Me: *stupid look*
You really underestimate the size of my feet. It's not so small lor.
*goes to see the difference btwn his foot size and mine*
Er... if it's not compared to yours, haha.

Me: pulls my mom to try the shoes.
OOH! Haha, just right!
Me to bro: Okay, mommy can wear. Don't throw away.

Ohwells, the sad stuff now
One of the lousiest feelings in Tuition Teacher history...

I hate the sound of him knocking at my door.
I hate having him stare at my work at all.
I hate the deceptive look in his eyes.
I hate his loud, authoritative voice.
I hate his teaching style, his smokey breath.
I hate his words, his remarks,
and most if all,
I hate his heart :(

It's been months since he taught me and i never ever get comforting words like, "You can do it, if you try." It's been listing all my flaws in Maths, and how hopeless i am. It's okay if he doesn't cheer me up, but the thing is, he gets me upset. And i'd rather hv a t'cher that smiles once in an hr, than one who laughs at my mistake. Yes, he's good at Maths, but that doesn't mean he can look down on others who's just not as good.

So, if he thinks i'm stupid. I'll prove him WRONG.

Yesterday and today - one of the worst days of the year. Sigh.

♥ loves.