you're a mystery yourself

15 October, 2007

3:46 PM

Ahh~ It's the holidays now. You must be thinking i'm at home, sipping a cup of hot milo and eating chips, but nooo... I STILL hv sch. There will be the Big 'O's next yr and we Sec 3s hafta start preparing now. Well, sch starts a little later, at 8. But 8?! That's insufficient time for a pig like sleep more. Blahhhh... man, i'm tagging myself as PIG too. So much for the influence. But hey, look at me, i'm still acceptable for my weight but it's my target not to hit the 50s. Lala~

Hmm... i had Chinese today.
HLS, tell me...what exactly did i do wrong? I sat patiently and gave you my ears. I did whatever you told me to but what did i get? Nothing but words. Meaningless crude words. I'm alr not feeling gd yet you had to rub it in, of all things. Why? Why are you being so mean...? I nvr get pleasant words from you. Hope that that would ever happen? No way... You gave us work to do today n wanted us to discuss matters. I was practically the only one stating down comments n writing the ans while the rest of the grp talked. I admit i joined in, but i did my work, though i only completed a little. I really tried. You know my Chinese isn't that great but you don't even see that. So blind not to care of my feelings and only take pride in yourself? Today your words strucked me like lightning, and this isn't the first time. Do you hv topic on me and some others? I was merely listening to the presentation but you said i'm not. Once the classrms were locked and i helped you inform the General Office. After that, i didn't even receive a simple "thank you". Instead, i got framed later on. Well, you nvr appreciated me, did you? Hey man, am i really that bad in your eyes...? :(

*Sigh* I'm may be a little sensitive but i've held on for too long. So much so i can't keep it inside of me anymore... I'm letting it out thru writing. Well, i do feel better now:D

♥ loves.