you're a mystery yourself

24 August, 2007

3:53 PM

I got back my E Math and Lit results today. It didn't turn out well, though (sigh...*). Anyway, in the afternoon, it was sunny and slightly drizzling. It's a bit of a contradiction, huh? Yeah, it's like the weather can't make up it's mind whether it shld rain or shine. Just like how i'm feeling. I really don't know if i shld let the past go or bring it along with me... It'll only make me feel worse. But, i can't just do nth abt it and pretend it didn't happen! Ohh... x.x Sigh... I shldn't give up on myself so easily. I shldn't admit defeat. The battle in my life is still going on and has not ended yet. God's still taking me through. He still believes in me, so why shld i lose hope? "If He's for me, who can be against me?" And, friends, they 're still with me, right?...
Oh yes, I was returning hm when i saw wonders. A roof an HDB flat had water gushing out onto another roof and spilling on the ground. Wow. I really don't know why there was so much water. So much so that it was like a mini waterfall. But this exp'ce was like God sending his "healing rain" down to renew me into a person as gd as new. Well, He's probably trying to tell me to forget the past and continue with life as if it was from the beginning.

Oh, please bring my smile to life for there's nothing i see going all right...

♥ loves.